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Stephanie, Wow! Thank God you are out of there. You must be such a strong
woman to have left that situation. And what a wonderful mom you are to do
whatever you had to to protect your children! I am sooo happy that you now
have happiness in your life and you are sharing your experiences with other
people. I am sending you another HUG! jackie

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Stephanie,
You have been through so much--I'm sure more than many of us can
even imagine. You are a survivor-- and I bet that by opening up that part of
your life to others you will be able to help someone else who is in a very
bad situation. I think you are very brave, and I just want to say that you
have my utmost respect. Karen

J Salicos

Stephanie, I just read this and had not gone through
all my mail before I sent previous e-mail. I had no
idea you had gone through so much pain. I was angry
when I read in your other e-mail that your DH wasn't
sure you should nurse, because that is why woman have
breasts and although I still feel that way I would
have been way more supportive had I read this post
first. Sorry
Jill



--- Ron and Stephanie <ronandstphanie@...>
wrote:
> Well, this was the point in my life where I did not
> nurse for fear of eating
> the wall again. In a discussion on the topic, I
> cleverly dangled from the
> wall with my husband's hand on my throat. My breasts
> were his, as well as
> all of my body. If I wanted to keep the Da** baby I
> would feed the F***er
> formula or let it starve. Then again, since I
> decided not to terminate the
> pregnancy to start, it was another item on his list
> of my faults. When I
> left, I felt that most of life was my fault, and I
> was to blame for anything
> that was bad. The cereal fell off a shelf at the
> store I worked for, and
> amongst tears, I was apologizing to my manager for
> it being my fault. He was
> more upset over it than I. Since it was my life, and
> his just happening to
> be there. Does that make sense?
> Stephanie
>
>

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