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I got this privately from someone but thought it worthy of sharing with the
group;

Worry
  
                       Is there a magic cutoff period when
                   offspring become accountable for their own
                    actions? Is there a wonderful moment when
                    parents can become detached spectators in
                  the lives of their children and shrug, "It's
                         their life," and feel nothing?
  
                When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital
                    corridor waiting for doctors to put a few
                  stitches in my son's head. I asked, "When do
                       you stop worrying?" The nurse said,
                  "When they get out of the accident stage." My
                  mother just smiled faintly and said nothing.
  
                  When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little
                  chair in a class-room and heard how one of my
                children talked incessantly, disrupted the class,
                       and was headed for a career making
                license plates. As if to read my mind, a teacher
                     said, "Don't worry, they all go through
                 this stage and then you can sit back, relax and
                       enjoy them." My mother just smiled
                            faintly and said nothing.
  
                  When I was in my forties, I spent a lifetime
                 waiting for the phone to ring, the cars to come
                  home, the front door to open. A friend said,
                    "They're trying to find themselves. Don't
                  worry, in a few years, you can stop worrying.
                    They'll be adults." My mother just smiled
                            faintly and said nothing.
  
                By the time I was 50, I was sick & tired of being
                    vulnerable. I was still worrying over my
                  children, but there was a new wrinkle, there
                       was nothing I could do about it. My
                 mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. I
                  continued to anguish over their failures, be
                 tormented by their frustrations and absorbed in
                             their disappointments.
  
                 My friends said that when my kids got married I
                       could stop worrying and lead my own
                    life. I wanted to believe that, but I was
                    haunted by my mother's warm smile and her
                 occasional, "You look pale. Are you all right?
                      Call me the minute you get home. Are
                         you depressed about something?"
  
                    Can it be that parents are sentenced to a
                  lifetime of worry? Is concern for one another
                 handed down like a torch to blaze the trail of
                      human frailties and the fears of the
                  unknown? Is concern a curse or is it a virtue
                  that elevates us to the highest form of life?
  
                    One of my children became quite irritable
                  recently, saying to me, "Where were you? I've
                  been calling for 3 days, and no one answered.
                     I was worried." I smiled a warm smile.
                           The torch has been passed.




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