Johanna

Juli,
wow, thats rough.I can see how it would leave you torn. Have you been able to talk to your daughter since this happened? Is she withdrawn? Have you reassured her of your love? She may feel like she betrayed you. Does your son realize how unfair his question was? Why did he ask her that in the first place? Do you still notice the mood swing periods since you have been homeschooling? Does she communicate her feelings much when she seems down? Maybe you could keep a mood journal of sorts and see if you notice a pattern or possibly something that triggers her moods. What you have described reminds me of my sister growing up. She had her teddy bear, which she still has. I can understand being anxious about the medical community. I think they used my sister like a guinea pig, trying different things to see what worked. Many caused more damage than good. Learn all you can before you let any doctor medicate her. I wish I had some easy answers, but all I can offer is the sympathy of a mother who understands how much this situation must make you hurt. I'm sure you will pursue whatever you find that will help your daughter. My prayers will go with you.
Johanna