Ren Allen

">>As I asked, how do I re-do 11 years and start over?>>"

The bad news is, you can't.
The good news is, you are still alive and healthy and you can make
better choices starting right now!! Cool eh?:)
Regret is normal when we learn new skills and gather new tools. But if
you really think about it, you didn't HAVE those tools and skills, so
how could you have used them at the time?

You couldn't. So in a sense there is no regret, only learning.
Focus on the joy of today. Focus on what a perfect, whole and
wonderful child you have and how to make his world bigger and brighter
today.
Maybe today you will simply help him with his chores, maybe you won't
mention them, but do them for him and ask for his help sweetly.

A better life is built around better days, and better days are built
around making a better choice right now. That's all. So simple and so
difficult (only because we make it difficult) at the same time. Just
make a good choice for the moment and pretty soon all those nice
moments will add up to really beautiful memories.

Fanny Crosby said "Live in the moment and make it so beautiful that it
will be worth remembering."

Ren
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